I have meant to write for days now - but every night I'm either busy or too tired. Almost a whole week has gone by. . . let me see if I can even think back that far to bring you up to date on the life of Julie. . .
Tuesday I worked in the office (which was unfortunate cause it was GORGEOUS outside!) But I had loads to do and got alot of it done! I left around 4 to meet up with L-j at the Spar. We were heading to her house for dinner and a movie but wanted to first stop by Mr McCrae's house to let him know we had a wheelchair and wanted to take him for a walk tomorrow. Sadly he wasn't home and the neighbors informed us that the ambulance had come and taken him to the hospital. My heart dropped. I don't know if they decided to emit him after all or if he took a sudden turn for the worse but either way, he didn't call me beforehand and I have no clue which hospital he is at. Yesterday might have been the last time we will ever see him. Please God use the seed that was planted yesterday! Trying to stay encouraged (grateful that God gave us one last opportunity yesterday and we took it) L-j and I headed down the hill to continue on to her house. We had a good time together - her mom made me Irish Stew (one of my favorites!) And I got to use my most favorite salt dispenser! You push a button on the top and it automatically grinds the salt and sprinkles it onto your food! Now L-j's mom refers to it as Julie's Salt. . .
IRISH STEW: Beef, potatoes, & carrots. . . Mmmmmmm!
Maggie came over and the three of us watched How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. Classic. Once back home the crew plus two (Stephen & Sammie) showed up. We spent the next two hours chatting over tea and coffee in our "Living Room" which they all fondly call the "Drawing Room" ha but is really Dr Stewart's Office.
Wednesday I worked for awhile before taking a walk to clear my head. Another gorgeous day out - the warmest one so far. About 64! I went down to Lough Shore Park, laid in the grass, and looked up at the clear blue sky. In that moment I asked God for a sign (of what the next step is for me) I asked for an alligator to cross my path for one way. . . or an armadillo for another. (Have a strong feeling like neither will come to pass - but you never know!) I was heading back not too long after and was like - what the heck. It's 3pm and gorgeous - work is just gonna have to wait. I rang up Jacs and told her to grab the American Football and a blanket - we were gonna enjoy the next couple of hours. And they were so relaxing. I haven't thrown the football like that since the summer with my Dad and sister, Melody. We got to visit for awhile and ended our "date" with some Maudes ice cream - DELICIOUS! I had bible study tonight - spoke on "Worry" . . . guess what I've been struggling with. . . Good night tho - God spoke through me while He spoke to me.
On Thursday we had a leader's coffee meeting. We were expecting around 60 but only 11 showed up. How disappointing. Pastor David Goudy spoke an amazing message on encouragement. It was my armadillo. Not really the animal I was hoping for - but undeniable. Thursdays are normally my day off but since I had already worked all morning I figured it'd be best to work a couple more hours and take Friday off instead. Smart move. Junior Youth was really good but not as many kids (only 6) Did part two of Esther. The Loft Youth was really good as well! Robert (a guy from the church) showed pictures from his last trip to Ethiopia. He goes back out there next week. It was really impactful as he talked about being thankful. Alan tag-teamed it and closed off with a powerful word. . . another guy gave his heart to the Lord!
Yesterday was interesting. I really don't know what to think of it. I got to sleep in which was nice but I woke up with such a heaviness. I physically was having trouble taking deep breaths. I put on a worship playlist and began to pray in the Spirit. Finally reaching a break though moment. I knew it too cause the tightness in my chest was gone. (Came back a couple times throughout the day but I kept praying against it) I went into town a bit early. Had a couple things I needed to purchase and wanted to get out of the church. Weather wasn't supposed to be as gorgeous as the past few days but it was still pretty mild. Street Reach tonight was good - loads of teens there. I found out though that 2 of our guys were sentenced to 2-3 yrs in prison. Trying to find a way to get visitation. I can't lie - I was very discouraged tonight. I love those teens more than I ever thought I could in such a short time of knowing them - and I'm desperate to get this drop-in centre underway. . . but only in God's timing. And with the physical eyes - based upon our present resources - that seems years and years away. Please God do something! Continue to be praying for each of them! I don't know what else to do right now but pray. Got home and skyped one of my closest friends, Sandy. Was so good being able to talk with her. Abigail came over later (around 10pm) to spend the night. Good laugh we had until she fell asleep!
Great day today! Haha aside from Abs trying to steal ALL of the covers last night - I slept pretty well :) Pushed the snooze button about 10 times before we both finally decided it was necessary to wake up. Adopt-A-Block this morning went well. Got to see alot of people (sad tho that Mr McCrae is no longer there) This afternoon Jacs and I went to S'bux in town to meet up with Mary, my Irish "mum" and Natasha. They were a wee bit late so Jacs and I entertained ourselves by people watching. It was another GORGEOUS day out! (Glad the forecasters got that one wrong!) After our lovely girls coffee date we went back to the Agnew house for about an hour and then headed out to the HUB with Stephen, Nat, and 3 of the youth from their church. (The HUB is a monthly youth club) Finished the night buying groceries! YAY!!!
I splurged tonight on Dr. Pepper and I am ever so glad I did! (You can only get it for a pretty penny at the grocery store - they dont sell it in any restaurants) It has been such a long time! I have become a Coke addict since moving out here but DP will ALWAYS be my first love.
Will try better next week to stay more on top of things!
18 more days until I head back to the States!! Can't wait!
xxxx
-J
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Monday, March 26, 2012
Four Turns...
Woke up this morning to an orchestra of multiple kinds of birds singing into my open window. Ha wouldn't have minded it so much if it wasn't 6:30! My fault for leaving my window open - wont make that same mistake again!
Jacs and I decided to go on an adventure today up the mountain to the Belfast Zoo. About a 3.5 mile uphill climb. Gorgeous day outside so walking wasn't that bad. On our way we stopped by Mr. McCrae's house (we didn't get to see him on Saturday). He wasn't feeling too good so our visit didn't last long. He had thought he was going into the hospital this morning but there was confusion with the nursing staff and nothing was for sure yet. I was so glad he hadn't gone in yet! I saw it as the Lord giving us another opportunity to minister to him. He agreed to let us pray for him again. Jacs prayed for him to have peace and for his healing. I then took the next opportunity to talk to him about Jesus and how much He loves him. I really hope we get to see him again! Wednesday Jacs and I are gonna find a wheelchair and take him down to Lough Shore (the weather is still supposed to be nice and he never leaves his house because a stroke he had back in August messed up his legs) However, if we don't get another chance to speak to him I have a peace knowing God can water the seed planted.
After stopping for lunch at a Pizza Hut nearby we finally arrived at the zoo (around 1:30pm). I immediately set off with the map (and Jacs) determined to get to every exhibit before the zoo closed at 4pm! Unfortunately, reading the map proved to be a bit difficult and in the first half hour we found ourselves walking in circles (which wasn't good cause we were constantly going up hills and down them and back up again.) I finally figured out the map! (Uhhh just go from the exhibit marked "1" to the exhibit marked "2" and so forth. . . how embarrassing!) We saw all kinds of animals! Because it was a clear day with the sun shining brightly (about 60 degrees with a small breeze) all of the animals were out and sun bathing! I also got to see Penguins for the first time in real life! They are HILARIOUS!
RANDOM SIDE NOTE: So while we were looking at the animals I couldn't help but notice the different animals that Disney used. . . Warthog-Pumbaa / Meerkat-Timon / Monkey-Abu / Parrot-Iago / etc. . .and thought how fun it would be if Disney opened a zoo and put only "Disney" animals in it and instead of putting "Bear" "Mouse" "Lion" - they put. . . "Baloo" Ms Bianca" "Simba" - - - It would be two things I love combined - how perfect!
We took a slight detour on our walk home. We were suppose to go around the round-a-bout but due to heavy traffic I (being impatient) suggested we continue walking in the same direction and cut across further down. Bad idea. The next street that cut through wasn't for quite awhile and brought us into Rathcoole Estate (one of the largest estates out here) After walking down several streets we passed two elderly gentlemen out in their garden. We struck up a conversation about the gorgeous weather and then asked if they could direct us to our missing street. One of them, Jimmy, offered to drop us off and we agreed (we just finished walking 8 miles - most uphill). He ran off to tell his wife where he was headed and Jacs and I walked to the car.
Ok - yes, yes. . . I know he was a stranger. And I am the most cautious person when it comes to getting rides with strangers (this actually might have been the first) But there are those few Christian's out there where in a matter of seconds you know they are a Christian. It's in their eyes. . . something that radiates Christ. That was Jimmy. Most fascinating man. . . told us that he trains dogs (and owners) for dog shows. Talked about God, his wife, growing up in Northern Ireland. . . all kinds of stories! One thing he said that will stick with me forever was; "I do four good turns a month, if I get opportunities to do more, I do them. But always four. One per week." By turns he meant deeds. Kinda like paying it forward (though he isn't returning a favor. . . just passing them out) It wasn't a religious "good works" type of thing. No, Jimmy was legit. I have no doubt this was one of the reasons he exuded so much authentic joy. So, giving Jacs and I a lift was his "good turn" for the week. I am going to apply this to my life. So often I get caught up in the busy. In me. In my schedule. I forget to notice the world around me. Why not go out of my way to put a smile on a strangers face?
Finished the night watching Once Upon A Time. This episode was about the Mad Hatter. . . how I wish the writers would give me some answers! Jacs was making fun of me cause I kept freaking out. (sigh) I know once she watches it she'll do the same :)
Night world!
-J
Jacs and I decided to go on an adventure today up the mountain to the Belfast Zoo. About a 3.5 mile uphill climb. Gorgeous day outside so walking wasn't that bad. On our way we stopped by Mr. McCrae's house (we didn't get to see him on Saturday). He wasn't feeling too good so our visit didn't last long. He had thought he was going into the hospital this morning but there was confusion with the nursing staff and nothing was for sure yet. I was so glad he hadn't gone in yet! I saw it as the Lord giving us another opportunity to minister to him. He agreed to let us pray for him again. Jacs prayed for him to have peace and for his healing. I then took the next opportunity to talk to him about Jesus and how much He loves him. I really hope we get to see him again! Wednesday Jacs and I are gonna find a wheelchair and take him down to Lough Shore (the weather is still supposed to be nice and he never leaves his house because a stroke he had back in August messed up his legs) However, if we don't get another chance to speak to him I have a peace knowing God can water the seed planted.
After stopping for lunch at a Pizza Hut nearby we finally arrived at the zoo (around 1:30pm). I immediately set off with the map (and Jacs) determined to get to every exhibit before the zoo closed at 4pm! Unfortunately, reading the map proved to be a bit difficult and in the first half hour we found ourselves walking in circles (which wasn't good cause we were constantly going up hills and down them and back up again.) I finally figured out the map! (Uhhh just go from the exhibit marked "1" to the exhibit marked "2" and so forth. . . how embarrassing!) We saw all kinds of animals! Because it was a clear day with the sun shining brightly (about 60 degrees with a small breeze) all of the animals were out and sun bathing! I also got to see Penguins for the first time in real life! They are HILARIOUS!
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| Entrance to the Zoo |
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| The African Exhibit. . . Giraffes, Ostriches, & Zebras |
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| The Elephants were SO friendly today! |
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| I wanted to take one of these guys home! |
RANDOM SIDE NOTE: So while we were looking at the animals I couldn't help but notice the different animals that Disney used. . . Warthog-Pumbaa / Meerkat-Timon / Monkey-Abu / Parrot-Iago / etc. . .and thought how fun it would be if Disney opened a zoo and put only "Disney" animals in it and instead of putting "Bear" "Mouse" "Lion" - they put. . . "Baloo" Ms Bianca" "Simba" - - - It would be two things I love combined - how perfect!
We took a slight detour on our walk home. We were suppose to go around the round-a-bout but due to heavy traffic I (being impatient) suggested we continue walking in the same direction and cut across further down. Bad idea. The next street that cut through wasn't for quite awhile and brought us into Rathcoole Estate (one of the largest estates out here) After walking down several streets we passed two elderly gentlemen out in their garden. We struck up a conversation about the gorgeous weather and then asked if they could direct us to our missing street. One of them, Jimmy, offered to drop us off and we agreed (we just finished walking 8 miles - most uphill). He ran off to tell his wife where he was headed and Jacs and I walked to the car.
Ok - yes, yes. . . I know he was a stranger. And I am the most cautious person when it comes to getting rides with strangers (this actually might have been the first) But there are those few Christian's out there where in a matter of seconds you know they are a Christian. It's in their eyes. . . something that radiates Christ. That was Jimmy. Most fascinating man. . . told us that he trains dogs (and owners) for dog shows. Talked about God, his wife, growing up in Northern Ireland. . . all kinds of stories! One thing he said that will stick with me forever was; "I do four good turns a month, if I get opportunities to do more, I do them. But always four. One per week." By turns he meant deeds. Kinda like paying it forward (though he isn't returning a favor. . . just passing them out) It wasn't a religious "good works" type of thing. No, Jimmy was legit. I have no doubt this was one of the reasons he exuded so much authentic joy. So, giving Jacs and I a lift was his "good turn" for the week. I am going to apply this to my life. So often I get caught up in the busy. In me. In my schedule. I forget to notice the world around me. Why not go out of my way to put a smile on a strangers face?
Finished the night watching Once Upon A Time. This episode was about the Mad Hatter. . . how I wish the writers would give me some answers! Jacs was making fun of me cause I kept freaking out. (sigh) I know once she watches it she'll do the same :)
Night world!
-J
Sunday, March 25, 2012
One Fine Day...
So I really messed myself up last night by not going to sleep an hour early. . . in fact I actually went to bed an hour late, therefore, thanks to the British Summer Time change, it became 2 hours late! So waking up this morning in time for worship practice proved to be a difficult feat! Ha then during practice I remembered I was working in the creche! Hadn't anything planned but thanks to Junior Youth I was able to pull out an old lesson. Only Ben and Joshua were in the nursery. Allison watched the baby making it easy for me to teach Ben about David and Goliath. What fun we had! Singing "One Little Boy Named David" and acting out the story. We also played pin the rock on Goliath (my Biblical version of pin the tale on the donkey), and we went hunting outside for smooth stones. We literally had a blast. Plus we played with the electronic game, BopIt - haha watching him try and figure out the timed pattern was class. He is just too cute!
After church, Pastor Cecil and Evelyn took Jacs and I out to lunch at a little marina restaurant in Carrickfergus. Thanks to my European chef shows I was in heaven reading the menus and watching the most beautiful culinary dishes being placed before me! My "Tempura of Monkfish and Crab Cake on Noodles with Soy" was delicious! Possibly just topping my main course of "Roast Beef and Potatoes in a Red Wine Ju". However nothing came close to the dessert of iced creams. . . the softest ice cream you ever tasted! (I thought of my twin sisters during the whole meal as their dream is to become Master Chefs)
When we got back towards Lough Shore I noticed thousands of people of every age gathered at the parks nearby. It's amazing what happens to the village when the sun comes out! Jacs opted for a nap as it's been a busy weekend. I was tempted to do the same but knew as soon as my head hit the pillow I'd be out til morning ha and I still have another church service tonight! So I decided to go for a walk instead and I'm so glad I did! First time I've worn sandals since being here (normally I wear boots or heels) and I noticed two things.
1. I desperately need a pedicure. 2. I'm alot shorter than I thought I was.
The park was buzzing! I have never seen anything like it out here to date! It reminded me of every park scene in 90's films. Families, couples, children, teens, strollers, sports, a beach, a field, a playground, dogs - dogs - and more dogs!
SIDE NOTE: I saw dozens of Sheep Dogs, Akita Inus, Komonodors, Terriers, Irish Setters, and Mastiffs. . . I didn't see one Lab or Retriever. Strange.
I heard my name being called at one point and noticed Nuala (from AAB) waving in the distance. I spent the next hour visiting with her and helping keep an eye on her precious daughter. . .
Church tonight was incredible. Pastor Brian Madden spoke his testimony. It brought me confirmation after confirmation! It was also extremely encouraging in relation to working with the teens. I am going to bring a copy of the sermon with me when I go home next month. Let me know if you want one!
Well yes, today was such a wonderful day but I am needing my rest. Jaclyn and I are planning on walking to the zoo tomorrow! Only 3.5 miles but its a pretty steady incline so sleep will prove vital!
Sweet Dreams!
-J
After church, Pastor Cecil and Evelyn took Jacs and I out to lunch at a little marina restaurant in Carrickfergus. Thanks to my European chef shows I was in heaven reading the menus and watching the most beautiful culinary dishes being placed before me! My "Tempura of Monkfish and Crab Cake on Noodles with Soy" was delicious! Possibly just topping my main course of "Roast Beef and Potatoes in a Red Wine Ju". However nothing came close to the dessert of iced creams. . . the softest ice cream you ever tasted! (I thought of my twin sisters during the whole meal as their dream is to become Master Chefs)
When we got back towards Lough Shore I noticed thousands of people of every age gathered at the parks nearby. It's amazing what happens to the village when the sun comes out! Jacs opted for a nap as it's been a busy weekend. I was tempted to do the same but knew as soon as my head hit the pillow I'd be out til morning ha and I still have another church service tonight! So I decided to go for a walk instead and I'm so glad I did! First time I've worn sandals since being here (normally I wear boots or heels) and I noticed two things.
1. I desperately need a pedicure. 2. I'm alot shorter than I thought I was.
SIDE NOTE: I saw dozens of Sheep Dogs, Akita Inus, Komonodors, Terriers, Irish Setters, and Mastiffs. . . I didn't see one Lab or Retriever. Strange.
I heard my name being called at one point and noticed Nuala (from AAB) waving in the distance. I spent the next hour visiting with her and helping keep an eye on her precious daughter. . .
Church tonight was incredible. Pastor Brian Madden spoke his testimony. It brought me confirmation after confirmation! It was also extremely encouraging in relation to working with the teens. I am going to bring a copy of the sermon with me when I go home next month. Let me know if you want one!
Well yes, today was such a wonderful day but I am needing my rest. Jaclyn and I are planning on walking to the zoo tomorrow! Only 3.5 miles but its a pretty steady incline so sleep will prove vital!
Sweet Dreams!
-J
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Dream Centre Night...
Still on a high from everything that happened last night.
Today was really good too! Adopt-A-Block was amazing today! (actually it has gone really well the past three weeks especially!) I got to visit with everyone except for Mr McCrae (who was just going for a nap when we called on him). Jacs and I decided to visit him on Monday.
I had a really good chat with Vera again today and her daughter Joann who was at the house. They are such sweet women! I also got to see Izzy and Nuala and loads of other regulars. We also went to see the wee lad I mentioned in "A Divine Encounter". The sun was out and shining bright - made the day that much more lovely <3
As hard as it is sometimes to wake up on a Saturday I ALWAYS feel so much better and at peace after a day of serving others than I ever would if I slept in.
Tonight we had our Dream Centre Evening. The whole night went off without a glitch praise the Lord but unfortunately very few showed up for it. I prayed and gave it to God. Not much I can do about it now but it was a little disappointing. Emma (who goes out with us to AAB) came and brought her friend and her Gran. All three thoroughly enjoyed themselves and Ems said it was the confirmation she needed to know beyond a doubt that the Lord has called her to DCB. She is now planning on coming out to Street Reach next week! What an encouragement! Looking at the positive - if this night was designed specifically for her. . . then mission accomplished :)
Some crazy statistics for you (keep in mind that Northern Ireland is a little smaller than Connecticut and has approx 1,780,000 less in population):
As sad as these are to hear, I know God is in control and BIG THINGS are in the works for this country! Please continue to cover us in prayer as we face constant struggles and challenges!
Love you all!
-J
ps Happy Birthday Alan! Celebrating his 30th Birthday!! (5th year in a row!) Love you!
Today was really good too! Adopt-A-Block was amazing today! (actually it has gone really well the past three weeks especially!) I got to visit with everyone except for Mr McCrae (who was just going for a nap when we called on him). Jacs and I decided to visit him on Monday.
I had a really good chat with Vera again today and her daughter Joann who was at the house. They are such sweet women! I also got to see Izzy and Nuala and loads of other regulars. We also went to see the wee lad I mentioned in "A Divine Encounter". The sun was out and shining bright - made the day that much more lovely <3
As hard as it is sometimes to wake up on a Saturday I ALWAYS feel so much better and at peace after a day of serving others than I ever would if I slept in.
Tonight we had our Dream Centre Evening. The whole night went off without a glitch praise the Lord but unfortunately very few showed up for it. I prayed and gave it to God. Not much I can do about it now but it was a little disappointing. Emma (who goes out with us to AAB) came and brought her friend and her Gran. All three thoroughly enjoyed themselves and Ems said it was the confirmation she needed to know beyond a doubt that the Lord has called her to DCB. She is now planning on coming out to Street Reach next week! What an encouragement! Looking at the positive - if this night was designed specifically for her. . . then mission accomplished :)
Some crazy statistics for you (keep in mind that Northern Ireland is a little smaller than Connecticut and has approx 1,780,000 less in population):
“Nearly one girl in each class from the age of
15 and up will have a baby during the school year”
“Northern
Ireland has the fastest growing sex industry in the UK.”
“£500,000 is
spent on prostitution in Northern Ireland every week.”
“In Northern
Ireland 284 people died last year (2011) as a direct result of alcohol misuse”
“On average, one case of domestic abuse is
reported every 21 minutes”
“100,000
children in Northern Ireland are living in poverty. 44,000 of these cases are
severe poverty.”
* * * * *As sad as these are to hear, I know God is in control and BIG THINGS are in the works for this country! Please continue to cover us in prayer as we face constant struggles and challenges!
Love you all!
-J
ps Happy Birthday Alan! Celebrating his 30th Birthday!! (5th year in a row!) Love you!
Friday, March 23, 2012
Dee Corr...
Missed a couple days there :)
Back tracking a bit. . .
Alan (who arrived home on Tuesday) was back in the office! So good seeing him safe and well. Thank you everyone for all of your prayers! He told us stories about his trip to Nigeria. The church he works with over there as outgrown it's building! Now they are building the biggest church in the world! It will hold 85,000 people - counting the overflow areas and the multiple services they are expecting around 300,000 to attend! He said that they literally "run" to church and because their level of faith is so high miracles happen regularly. Crazy miracles - like people getting raised from the dead and limbs growing back! How I would love to see that happening here and back home in the States! I strongly believe, if we can get our lifestyles in check and get our mindsets in the right place we will be seeing that soon.
"If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land." 2 Chronicles 7:14
Wednesday night Jaclyn spoke. For being her first time EVER to preach a message I was quite impressed. She taught on peoples originality's - their gifts and their talents. Not to let those God-given opportunities He initially gives YOU pass by onto another out of fear and disobedience. A very timely and challenging word.
Yesterday was relaxing day. (sigh) I love those days :)
Junior Youth went really well. Had near a dozen kids at it. Still praying for the right person to come along that I can pass this on to as my heart is more for the older teens. Still I know for the time being I am to be working with both age groups so I am learning what I can working with the younger ones. The Loft Youth was extreme! Loads of teens showed up and (trumpets please) Rachel gave her heart to the Lord tonight!!! It was beautiful <3 So proud of her!
Today was really difficult. My mind didn't take a break once, as a tornado of thoughts were constantly spinning over and over in my head. So many kids, so little time. It was an actual deja vu morning for me. . . different country, different people, but same scenario. And impacted me in the same way - bringing a sense of urgency to my dream and calling out here.
Sorry I know I am talking gibberish. . .
Today at 10:30am I went to a funeral. A funeral for a young man just 24 years old who was murdered last week. A young man that unfortunately I didn't get the pleasure in meeting. But a man whom was dearly loved by all the young people we minister to on a Friday night. My first year in LA was the same, as a young man, Ray Ray, was murdered. I never met him but I attended his funeral to be there for his sisters and family that I loved more than anything. It was then God began to break my heart for the youth of Los Angeles - likewise, it was Dee Corr's funeral that began such a stirring inside of me for the youth of Belfast.
My dream to open a youth drop in centre began to mentally come together. I have been writing out every thought concerning it and waiting for God to physically put the resources together to make this dream become reality.
Street Reach tonight was full of teens (several blocked because of the funeral). But I got to sit and visit with loads of them. Some I've known for months, others I just met. . . Oh please God bring in the volunteers! Bring in the money needed! Bring in the creative ideas! Bring in the workers for the harvest is ready!
Most importantly today, I have found my purpose and calling in being out here. I desire to move back home one day, but if this project takes a lifetime to fulfill so be it - "He never promised it would be easy, but He did promise it would be worth it."
-J
Back tracking a bit. . .
Alan (who arrived home on Tuesday) was back in the office! So good seeing him safe and well. Thank you everyone for all of your prayers! He told us stories about his trip to Nigeria. The church he works with over there as outgrown it's building! Now they are building the biggest church in the world! It will hold 85,000 people - counting the overflow areas and the multiple services they are expecting around 300,000 to attend! He said that they literally "run" to church and because their level of faith is so high miracles happen regularly. Crazy miracles - like people getting raised from the dead and limbs growing back! How I would love to see that happening here and back home in the States! I strongly believe, if we can get our lifestyles in check and get our mindsets in the right place we will be seeing that soon.
"If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land." 2 Chronicles 7:14
Wednesday night Jaclyn spoke. For being her first time EVER to preach a message I was quite impressed. She taught on peoples originality's - their gifts and their talents. Not to let those God-given opportunities He initially gives YOU pass by onto another out of fear and disobedience. A very timely and challenging word.
Yesterday was relaxing day. (sigh) I love those days :)
Junior Youth went really well. Had near a dozen kids at it. Still praying for the right person to come along that I can pass this on to as my heart is more for the older teens. Still I know for the time being I am to be working with both age groups so I am learning what I can working with the younger ones. The Loft Youth was extreme! Loads of teens showed up and (trumpets please) Rachel gave her heart to the Lord tonight!!! It was beautiful <3 So proud of her!
Today was really difficult. My mind didn't take a break once, as a tornado of thoughts were constantly spinning over and over in my head. So many kids, so little time. It was an actual deja vu morning for me. . . different country, different people, but same scenario. And impacted me in the same way - bringing a sense of urgency to my dream and calling out here.
Sorry I know I am talking gibberish. . .
Today at 10:30am I went to a funeral. A funeral for a young man just 24 years old who was murdered last week. A young man that unfortunately I didn't get the pleasure in meeting. But a man whom was dearly loved by all the young people we minister to on a Friday night. My first year in LA was the same, as a young man, Ray Ray, was murdered. I never met him but I attended his funeral to be there for his sisters and family that I loved more than anything. It was then God began to break my heart for the youth of Los Angeles - likewise, it was Dee Corr's funeral that began such a stirring inside of me for the youth of Belfast.
My dream to open a youth drop in centre began to mentally come together. I have been writing out every thought concerning it and waiting for God to physically put the resources together to make this dream become reality.
Street Reach tonight was full of teens (several blocked because of the funeral). But I got to sit and visit with loads of them. Some I've known for months, others I just met. . . Oh please God bring in the volunteers! Bring in the money needed! Bring in the creative ideas! Bring in the workers for the harvest is ready!
Most importantly today, I have found my purpose and calling in being out here. I desire to move back home one day, but if this project takes a lifetime to fulfill so be it - "He never promised it would be easy, but He did promise it would be worth it."
-J
01/15/1988 - 03/15/2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
If I Had a Zoo...
What a lovely Tuesday! Had a struggle waking up but once I had my ever dependable cup of Milicano I was up and ready to work! I had a 9am meeting with Dr. Stewart and two people from the organization Care for the Family. We are in the works of putting together a "Mum's The Word" event for moms in the area. It'll happen sometime in the late fall. Just meeting and discussing details. This will be very beneficial for us in connecting with the moms at our Adopt-A-Block sites. Afterwards I had a couple hours to get together the last minute things needed for Saturday's Dream Centre event before heading off with Dr Stewart to another meeting. This one was at Stormont (similar to America's Capitol Building) and concerned getting a Dream Centre building.
A rather windy day. . . thought I was literally gonna get blown over a couple times. (things like that often happen to me). The view overlooking the gardens was breathtaking. . .
I was told that the meeting was to be with one government official, but once we stepped into his office two other men came with him! We all sat down and I became extremely nervous! I am far from professional and business like. I can play house and pretend that I'm smart but the truth is I was SO happy Dr Stewart was with me and decided right before the meeting began that I wasn't going to say a word unless I absolutely had to! This worked quite well as I only needed to answer one or two simple questions Dr Stewart asked me. But then after listening to these gentlemen speak my heart for the youth in Belfast burned inside me and as determined as I was before not to say anything I knew the time had come for me to speak up. So I said a quick silent prayer and said; "Um...can I say something?" All eyes turned to me. It was then my dream to open a youth drop-in centre in Belfast was revealed. They seemed to listen and even seemed to sympathize with me, however, no help was really offered. Same for the Dream Centre building. They all felt it a good idea and wished us luck but didn't really extend any physical help in the matter. So unfortunately the meeting didn't go as well as we would've hoped.
Hmmmm guess we are gonna have to go a different route to make this happen. . .
Tonight was amazing! I met up with Daniel and Beth (two of my favorites from Street Reach) and we all went to the cinema! (Jacs had to stay home and work on her message for tomorrow night) We decided on seeing Matt Damon and Scarlett Johansson's new film "We Bought A Zoo". I didn't really know much about the movie except that it's based off a true story and it's about a zoo!! (And we all know my passion for zoos!)
The movie was really good - but a bit slow. It ultimately is about a man who is trying to get over the death of his wife and the kids the loss of their mother. It shows the difficulties that they face in doing this from both the view of the father and of the kids (mainly the son). So as long as you don't go into it thinking its a light-hearted children's film and more so a heart-warming family film, I recommend it. (And if you love zoo's that's just icing on the cake!)
RANDOM SIDE NOTE: At one point in the movie a monkey is introduced. "This here is Crystal the Capuchin" . . . I freaked out in the theater and looked at Daniel "I know that monkey!" Haha thank you LA for introducing me to my most favorite celebrity - Crystal the Monkey.
I took the bus home. Turned out to be an interesting trip. Two lads about 16 years got on the bus. (I had noticed them before getting on several buses only to get off before the bus left the stop) Now watching them from the inside and hearing them fumble about their final destination and trying to pass for a "child's" ticket - I knew they were short money. The bus driver who was no fool knew this as well. When the driver told them they needed to get off cause they were short 10p I was like "Oh my word" and gave them the change. They thanked me and we finally took off for home. About ten minutes in the driver stopped at a red light, opened his little driver door and leaned back to look at us passengers. (I always wondered how they got into their cubicle). He then began to shout at the boys that they missed their stop ages ago. The boys shouted back a different destination and the back and forth arguing continued until the light turned green. When the boys finally decided to get off a bit more down the road the driver refused to open the door! Haha those boys were raging! Words were exchanged for the next 60 seconds (quite a few actually and ones I wont repeat lol) as it was a battle for who's the "bigger person". I felt for the boys (mainly cause I love teens) but ultimately for the driver as I'm sure he deals with kids like this all the time! Sober AND drunk ones! Finally he let them out. By the time we got to my stop I was the last one on the bus so he brought me closer to my destination (instead of going passed it to the next stop. . . where I usually have to back track) I thanked him and then gave him some more money to cover the boys expenses. He laughed, thanked me, and drove off. It was only a couple pounds like but whats it to me if it turns his night around.
Have a full day tomorrow in the office. I sure will be glad when Saturday is over!
Night night!
A rather windy day. . . thought I was literally gonna get blown over a couple times. (things like that often happen to me). The view overlooking the gardens was breathtaking. . .
I was told that the meeting was to be with one government official, but once we stepped into his office two other men came with him! We all sat down and I became extremely nervous! I am far from professional and business like. I can play house and pretend that I'm smart but the truth is I was SO happy Dr Stewart was with me and decided right before the meeting began that I wasn't going to say a word unless I absolutely had to! This worked quite well as I only needed to answer one or two simple questions Dr Stewart asked me. But then after listening to these gentlemen speak my heart for the youth in Belfast burned inside me and as determined as I was before not to say anything I knew the time had come for me to speak up. So I said a quick silent prayer and said; "Um...can I say something?" All eyes turned to me. It was then my dream to open a youth drop-in centre in Belfast was revealed. They seemed to listen and even seemed to sympathize with me, however, no help was really offered. Same for the Dream Centre building. They all felt it a good idea and wished us luck but didn't really extend any physical help in the matter. So unfortunately the meeting didn't go as well as we would've hoped.
Hmmmm guess we are gonna have to go a different route to make this happen. . .
Tonight was amazing! I met up with Daniel and Beth (two of my favorites from Street Reach) and we all went to the cinema! (Jacs had to stay home and work on her message for tomorrow night) We decided on seeing Matt Damon and Scarlett Johansson's new film "We Bought A Zoo". I didn't really know much about the movie except that it's based off a true story and it's about a zoo!! (And we all know my passion for zoos!)
The movie was really good - but a bit slow. It ultimately is about a man who is trying to get over the death of his wife and the kids the loss of their mother. It shows the difficulties that they face in doing this from both the view of the father and of the kids (mainly the son). So as long as you don't go into it thinking its a light-hearted children's film and more so a heart-warming family film, I recommend it. (And if you love zoo's that's just icing on the cake!)
RANDOM SIDE NOTE: At one point in the movie a monkey is introduced. "This here is Crystal the Capuchin" . . . I freaked out in the theater and looked at Daniel "I know that monkey!" Haha thank you LA for introducing me to my most favorite celebrity - Crystal the Monkey.
I took the bus home. Turned out to be an interesting trip. Two lads about 16 years got on the bus. (I had noticed them before getting on several buses only to get off before the bus left the stop) Now watching them from the inside and hearing them fumble about their final destination and trying to pass for a "child's" ticket - I knew they were short money. The bus driver who was no fool knew this as well. When the driver told them they needed to get off cause they were short 10p I was like "Oh my word" and gave them the change. They thanked me and we finally took off for home. About ten minutes in the driver stopped at a red light, opened his little driver door and leaned back to look at us passengers. (I always wondered how they got into their cubicle). He then began to shout at the boys that they missed their stop ages ago. The boys shouted back a different destination and the back and forth arguing continued until the light turned green. When the boys finally decided to get off a bit more down the road the driver refused to open the door! Haha those boys were raging! Words were exchanged for the next 60 seconds (quite a few actually and ones I wont repeat lol) as it was a battle for who's the "bigger person". I felt for the boys (mainly cause I love teens) but ultimately for the driver as I'm sure he deals with kids like this all the time! Sober AND drunk ones! Finally he let them out. By the time we got to my stop I was the last one on the bus so he brought me closer to my destination (instead of going passed it to the next stop. . . where I usually have to back track) I thanked him and then gave him some more money to cover the boys expenses. He laughed, thanked me, and drove off. It was only a couple pounds like but whats it to me if it turns his night around.
Have a full day tomorrow in the office. I sure will be glad when Saturday is over!
Night night!
-J
Monday, March 19, 2012
A Divine Encounter...
What a day I have had today! God is so good. Even when I feel weak. . . He gives me the strength to go on. I love Him so much!
I spent my morning reading a book Sue lent me. It's really good and ever so hard to put down! Francine Rivers does it to me every time! I did take a break around 1:30 to go for a jog to visit Mr McCrae. Unfortunately he wasn't home. I still got a 2 mile run in . . . so that's good :)
Spent a little bit of time talking with Hannah. Love her so much! And then I went to my room to spend some time with the Lord.
Had a date with my girl Naomi at 5pm. . . however our usual date spot, The Cosy Chair, was closed! So we went to the Bistro . . . and they too were closed! So we went to the Bureau. And it was def a God set-up! Not only did we have a lovely time together visiting over a hot chocolate and a mocha but one of the teens we used to visit at AAB who had moved (back in December) was there working and we got to talk to him quite alot!
He has since moved back to the site and asked if the team would go visit him on Saturday. I can't wait to tell the others (they all loved this guy). We also invited him to youth on Thursday. . . don't know if he's gonna come but we are praying he does!
Came home from our date and have since been spending the night with Jesus. Was also reading through some old journals - they were really impactful. . . reading promises He gave me years ago and seeing them being fulfilled in this season I am in.
I have a very important meeting tomorrow to attend - please keep it in your prayers!
Loving you all greatly!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!! - He flies home tomorrow so please pray for safe travels! Rach also mentioned him not feeling 100% so please pray for a full recovery!
I spent my morning reading a book Sue lent me. It's really good and ever so hard to put down! Francine Rivers does it to me every time! I did take a break around 1:30 to go for a jog to visit Mr McCrae. Unfortunately he wasn't home. I still got a 2 mile run in . . . so that's good :)
Spent a little bit of time talking with Hannah. Love her so much! And then I went to my room to spend some time with the Lord.
Had a date with my girl Naomi at 5pm. . . however our usual date spot, The Cosy Chair, was closed! So we went to the Bistro . . . and they too were closed! So we went to the Bureau. And it was def a God set-up! Not only did we have a lovely time together visiting over a hot chocolate and a mocha but one of the teens we used to visit at AAB who had moved (back in December) was there working and we got to talk to him quite alot!
He has since moved back to the site and asked if the team would go visit him on Saturday. I can't wait to tell the others (they all loved this guy). We also invited him to youth on Thursday. . . don't know if he's gonna come but we are praying he does!
Came home from our date and have since been spending the night with Jesus. Was also reading through some old journals - they were really impactful. . . reading promises He gave me years ago and seeing them being fulfilled in this season I am in.
I have a very important meeting tomorrow to attend - please keep it in your prayers!
Loving you all greatly!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!! - He flies home tomorrow so please pray for safe travels! Rach also mentioned him not feeling 100% so please pray for a full recovery!
Sunday, March 18, 2012
The Swan . . .
As I sit here and think back on my day I can only smile. God is SO good and SO gracious! Where would I even be without Him? I can't even imagine. How lonely and unsatisfying life must be to those who don't know Him as their own personal saviour. . .
Today was Brittan's Mother's Day. "I woke up and instantly thought. . . ok remember to call mom. Wait no, I still have 2 months." Ha definitely threw me off! I went to bed probably the earliest so far since being out here. . . hoping to make it more of a regular thing. I'd rather have my early mornings than late nights. Church this morning was really good. Pastor Cecil spoke on the woman with the vessels of oil. How we need to trust God with the impossible and also be ready for it. Definitely a message that hit home with where I'm at right now. So perfectly timed :)
I read something last night in a daily devotional I get via email;
"You can count on me" -God
It's SO TRUE! And I never thought about it in that way before! Here I am worrying and knowing I need to trust God and why doubt for a second that He doesn't have a plan or won't pull through when HE ALWAYS DOES!
After lunch Sue took Allison, Sharon, Jackie, and I out for dinner. I had a delicious beef sirloin and prawns (shrimp). With a raspberry meringue type dessert. Afterwards we went to Victoria Park. It was beautiful outside! Sun, white clouds, ducks, daffodils, greener grass than the other side, cherry trees, and swans . . .
I don't think I've ever seen a swan not at a zoo or something. What a display of God's creative beauty. They looked full of strength, but with a feminine grace and elegance. It was then I was reminded of the ugly duckling story. It was then the Lord began to speak to me. . .
I have been going down memory lane alot this past week. . . Growing up with such a self hatred of myself. A sad and lonely girl - who never felt like she quite "fit in". Until the Lord fully took control of my life and showed me how fearfully and wonderfully He made me (Psalms 139:14). How he had designed me to stand out.
Looking at this swan today I was reminded of a quote I saw in a movie once; "Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out?". It was then I realized the change in me. . . that I was no longer the ugly duckling but a swan. . . white as snow, as my sins that have been washed, as purity. Full of strength, of the Lord's magnificence and power. And full of femininity and beauty and peace and grace. I don't have to be; because of Him I just am. . .
I am far from perfect, and many days I struggle to see the parallel but today's walk in the park proved to be another intervention for me. Something I am having more of, something I'm beginning to love.
Church tonight was also amazing. Rachel spoke on family and also the importance of keeping sex inside marriage alone - she definitely has a way with words and tonight was very anointed and flowed beautifully. She had Allison, Steven, and myself share testimonies about our families etc. . . I felt a bit all over the place but Alli and Steven pulled it all in together nicely.
I'm planning on heading to bed here shortly. A bit later than I wanted but still before midnight. I am determined to carry this new mission out!
Excited for what is to come! Armed and ready for any attacks. And looking forward to the miracles in store. . .
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Today was Brittan's Mother's Day. "I woke up and instantly thought. . . ok remember to call mom. Wait no, I still have 2 months." Ha definitely threw me off! I went to bed probably the earliest so far since being out here. . . hoping to make it more of a regular thing. I'd rather have my early mornings than late nights. Church this morning was really good. Pastor Cecil spoke on the woman with the vessels of oil. How we need to trust God with the impossible and also be ready for it. Definitely a message that hit home with where I'm at right now. So perfectly timed :)
I read something last night in a daily devotional I get via email;
"You can count on me" -God
It's SO TRUE! And I never thought about it in that way before! Here I am worrying and knowing I need to trust God and why doubt for a second that He doesn't have a plan or won't pull through when HE ALWAYS DOES!
After lunch Sue took Allison, Sharon, Jackie, and I out for dinner. I had a delicious beef sirloin and prawns (shrimp). With a raspberry meringue type dessert. Afterwards we went to Victoria Park. It was beautiful outside! Sun, white clouds, ducks, daffodils, greener grass than the other side, cherry trees, and swans . . .
I don't think I've ever seen a swan not at a zoo or something. What a display of God's creative beauty. They looked full of strength, but with a feminine grace and elegance. It was then I was reminded of the ugly duckling story. It was then the Lord began to speak to me. . .
I have been going down memory lane alot this past week. . . Growing up with such a self hatred of myself. A sad and lonely girl - who never felt like she quite "fit in". Until the Lord fully took control of my life and showed me how fearfully and wonderfully He made me (Psalms 139:14). How he had designed me to stand out.
Looking at this swan today I was reminded of a quote I saw in a movie once; "Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out?". It was then I realized the change in me. . . that I was no longer the ugly duckling but a swan. . . white as snow, as my sins that have been washed, as purity. Full of strength, of the Lord's magnificence and power. And full of femininity and beauty and peace and grace. I don't have to be; because of Him I just am. . .
I am far from perfect, and many days I struggle to see the parallel but today's walk in the park proved to be another intervention for me. Something I am having more of, something I'm beginning to love.
Church tonight was also amazing. Rachel spoke on family and also the importance of keeping sex inside marriage alone - she definitely has a way with words and tonight was very anointed and flowed beautifully. She had Allison, Steven, and myself share testimonies about our families etc. . . I felt a bit all over the place but Alli and Steven pulled it all in together nicely.
I'm planning on heading to bed here shortly. A bit later than I wanted but still before midnight. I am determined to carry this new mission out!
Excited for what is to come! Armed and ready for any attacks. And looking forward to the miracles in store. . .
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Scones, Flowers, and a Tent...
What an impactful day! From start to finish!
Adopt-A-Block this morning was, in my book, the BEST ONE YET! Where to even begin!? (Probably the start ha!) Well we went out - Jacs, L-j, Camz, Charlie, Michael, and I with Tesco bags in hand! Vinny wasn't feeling well and so we had no rubbish bags until later. It was a challenge using them - but we got along alright. We headed straight to the football pitch and met up with Daniel. Then our football game began! I opted not to play and sit on a bench with a couple wee girls (smart move Julie) but the rest played and the kids were SO into it! I forgot my camera or I would've had a video for you!
After awhile Vinny came and began to visit with families - which reminded Jacs and I that we should probably head out and visit Mr McCrae. When we arrived at his house we noticed he was all dressed up. (white button-down shirt and dress pants) We asked him why he was dressed so nice and if he was going out. . . to which he replied; "Oh no I'm not going anywhere, I wanted to dress up for you guys." He seriously melted my heart. We sat and watched part of a game show before heading out to leave. He had mentioned a couple times how he wasn't feeling well at all so we asked if we could pray for him - he said YES! (We asked him last week and he said he wasn't really comfortable with it) So God is softening his heart! Next week we are believing to be able to open up with him more about the Lord - please keep this in your prayers!
We then went off to visit with Vera and her family. She made us scones with berries, cream, & jam! How sweet of her! We invited everyone who was still at the football pitch to come over for some tea and scones and we all enjoyed a good time of fellowship. Vera's granddaughter (who lives down the street) was over and I began to hang out with her. Made a couple princess puzzles (she's 5yrs) before heading outside to use our imaginations! We played spy in her tent . . . and then picked dozens of little daisy's to pull petals off and sprinkle them everywhere in hopes they will grow more (she was too cute!) I thoroughly enjoyed my afternoon with her!
Got home a bit later but I had no plans and so it was no bother at all. I wish I could end on a high note saying my day ended there but the devil began to hit me hard. Lie after lie after lie. Agh I hate when he does that! The thing that messed with me the most though was that I realized how little I have been having Jesus + Julie time these past few weeks! I think I have been so caught up with outreaches and youth and what-have-you that I have failed to get any time in with just us. So things definitely changed tonight.
Matthew 61:33 "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
I also spent quite alot of time praying in the Spirit as I didn't know quite what to say. . . amazing how God is so faithful to meet you right where you are at!
I know the Devil wont go down without a fight so I am not expecting the next few days/weeks to be easy. . . but I am expecting to be victorious!
Living by faith and not by sight!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Adopt-A-Block this morning was, in my book, the BEST ONE YET! Where to even begin!? (Probably the start ha!) Well we went out - Jacs, L-j, Camz, Charlie, Michael, and I with Tesco bags in hand! Vinny wasn't feeling well and so we had no rubbish bags until later. It was a challenge using them - but we got along alright. We headed straight to the football pitch and met up with Daniel. Then our football game began! I opted not to play and sit on a bench with a couple wee girls (smart move Julie) but the rest played and the kids were SO into it! I forgot my camera or I would've had a video for you!
After awhile Vinny came and began to visit with families - which reminded Jacs and I that we should probably head out and visit Mr McCrae. When we arrived at his house we noticed he was all dressed up. (white button-down shirt and dress pants) We asked him why he was dressed so nice and if he was going out. . . to which he replied; "Oh no I'm not going anywhere, I wanted to dress up for you guys." He seriously melted my heart. We sat and watched part of a game show before heading out to leave. He had mentioned a couple times how he wasn't feeling well at all so we asked if we could pray for him - he said YES! (We asked him last week and he said he wasn't really comfortable with it) So God is softening his heart! Next week we are believing to be able to open up with him more about the Lord - please keep this in your prayers!
We then went off to visit with Vera and her family. She made us scones with berries, cream, & jam! How sweet of her! We invited everyone who was still at the football pitch to come over for some tea and scones and we all enjoyed a good time of fellowship. Vera's granddaughter (who lives down the street) was over and I began to hang out with her. Made a couple princess puzzles (she's 5yrs) before heading outside to use our imaginations! We played spy in her tent . . . and then picked dozens of little daisy's to pull petals off and sprinkle them everywhere in hopes they will grow more (she was too cute!) I thoroughly enjoyed my afternoon with her!
Got home a bit later but I had no plans and so it was no bother at all. I wish I could end on a high note saying my day ended there but the devil began to hit me hard. Lie after lie after lie. Agh I hate when he does that! The thing that messed with me the most though was that I realized how little I have been having Jesus + Julie time these past few weeks! I think I have been so caught up with outreaches and youth and what-have-you that I have failed to get any time in with just us. So things definitely changed tonight.
Matthew 61:33 "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
I also spent quite alot of time praying in the Spirit as I didn't know quite what to say. . . amazing how God is so faithful to meet you right where you are at!
I know the Devil wont go down without a fight so I am not expecting the next few days/weeks to be easy. . . but I am expecting to be victorious!
Living by faith and not by sight!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Friday, March 16, 2012
Favorite People..
What a day today has been! Worked in the office - getting flyer's made and what not. Had a meeting with Dr Stewart - meeting with someone on Tuesday at Stormont in hopes to move forward with the Belfast Dream Centre. Please keep it in your prayers! Also prepared Junior Youth lessons for the next month.
Headed out to Street Reach around 6pm. Vinny said he wasn't feeling too well - poor guy (but it takes alot for him to miss a Friday night). And what a night it was! Every volunteer stepped it up! Really got to visit with people! The rain was back - but only just a drizzle.
I LOVE these teens! They all seriously have me won over! I got to pray for one of my girls! LOVE HER! Continuing to believe that God is going to touch her heart. Got to see loads of my favorites. . . but there were a handful of the regulars that didn't show. So sad. I hate going weeks without seeing them! Can't wait until we have a drop-in centre and I can see them daily!
Afterwards Vinny dropped Jacs and I off at Tescos. We got all our groceries (before we ran out this time!) and then took a taxi home. I think its funny how having a kitchen full of food excites me the way it does. Haha but I do love my food!
I was just about to call it a night and head for bed but I got bit with the insecure bug and the homesick bug and the extra tired bug all at once. I don't know - maybe I've been holding it all in these past 2 months. Nothing happened - I just sat on my bed and. . . WHAM . . . tears started streaming down my cheeks.
Ultimately the last hour aside from the tears has been beautiful. God really showed up and started to fill me and speak to me on certain things. If you want to see change you must first change YOU. He then started to downpour ideas for this youth drop-in centre! I cant wait til Monday when I can put it down on paper!
Well it is a bit later than I had anticipated. Time for me to call it a night!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Headed out to Street Reach around 6pm. Vinny said he wasn't feeling too well - poor guy (but it takes alot for him to miss a Friday night). And what a night it was! Every volunteer stepped it up! Really got to visit with people! The rain was back - but only just a drizzle.
I LOVE these teens! They all seriously have me won over! I got to pray for one of my girls! LOVE HER! Continuing to believe that God is going to touch her heart. Got to see loads of my favorites. . . but there were a handful of the regulars that didn't show. So sad. I hate going weeks without seeing them! Can't wait until we have a drop-in centre and I can see them daily!
Afterwards Vinny dropped Jacs and I off at Tescos. We got all our groceries (before we ran out this time!) and then took a taxi home. I think its funny how having a kitchen full of food excites me the way it does. Haha but I do love my food!
I was just about to call it a night and head for bed but I got bit with the insecure bug and the homesick bug and the extra tired bug all at once. I don't know - maybe I've been holding it all in these past 2 months. Nothing happened - I just sat on my bed and. . . WHAM . . . tears started streaming down my cheeks.
Ultimately the last hour aside from the tears has been beautiful. God really showed up and started to fill me and speak to me on certain things. If you want to see change you must first change YOU. He then started to downpour ideas for this youth drop-in centre! I cant wait til Monday when I can put it down on paper!
Well it is a bit later than I had anticipated. Time for me to call it a night!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Thursday, March 15, 2012
An Intervention...
What a day! Went to bed last night after 3am (not smart) but watching Survivor will do that to you. . . so this morning I slept in. Didn't set my alarm - probably not smart - ended up waking around 11:45! With my morning already gone I felt kinda blah. . . like I had wasted my day. Hannah asked what my plans were and said we were going running after I told her I had none.
Around half one we went for a jog to the Abbeycentre (2 mile jog) . . . I was dying! Thankful tho that she forced me to continue on. I still have alot of training to do in the next 8 weeks!! We split ways once we got to town - she went back to the church, I went to run some errands. Couldn't find anything I was looking for! Ended up at Toys-R-Us. Can I just say I absolutely LOVE that store??? Brings the kid out in me! Finally found what I needed and thus began my long trek back to the church.
On my walk I had a crazy intervention. I was deep in thought listening to Natasha Bedingfield on my ipod when the song "Happy" came on:
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy. . .
As soon as that chorus hit I couldn't stop the smile that was forming on my lips or the skip that joined my step. . . I look at the Toys-R-Us bag I'm holding - on it in small print staring back at me; "it's worth the journey". I look up and not a second later see a leaf on a tree in the perfect shape of a heart. Mmm He loves me and He's proud of me ♥ I look to my left and see a bird in the grass. A verse instantly comes to mind "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?" Matt 6:26
No sooner those words to run through my mind than I notice at the bus stop up ahead a group of 7 teenage girls. . .
What does all of this mean exactly?
Why am I stressing about life? I have SO MANY blessings to be thankful for - SO MANY good things to be happy about! No matter what I face in this journey called life I must know, above all, that it will be worth it! He is in love with ME and proud of ME just for being ME! Why worry about the future? Just like the bird. . . He will take care of my EVERY need! I must continue to walk forward. . . and those girls? That's why I'm here. . .
The rest of my walk home was beautiful. The flowers are out! N. Ireland is covered in yellow daffodils and dandelions! Such a cheerful color! Even with the grey clouds overhead - everything seemed bright! Cherry blossoms are starting to open up too - and those are my favorite.
I got home just in time for Junior Youth. Had about 8 kids - 2 first timers! And then The Loft Youth followed - a small crowd tonight. 19 youth - but we had a good craic! I played a baseball game with three of the guys (Lindsay & Stevie vs. Conor and me) We won 4-5! Ha so fun! Played just dance with Maggie, and Rachel showed me a rap she wrote which was AMAZING! Though tonight wasn't the normal Thursday, there was a different vibe and I enjoyed every minute spent. After the service though, thanks to all of my physical workouts today, I had a major headache. (Though nothing a couple of Motrin and a bowl of ice cream can't fix! - Feeling much better now!!!)
Tomorrow is Friday - usually the toughest day out of the week (definitely the longest) and Hannah is gonna make me run again - so I better call it a night!
God is good! Be blessed!
xxxx
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Around half one we went for a jog to the Abbeycentre (2 mile jog) . . . I was dying! Thankful tho that she forced me to continue on. I still have alot of training to do in the next 8 weeks!! We split ways once we got to town - she went back to the church, I went to run some errands. Couldn't find anything I was looking for! Ended up at Toys-R-Us. Can I just say I absolutely LOVE that store??? Brings the kid out in me! Finally found what I needed and thus began my long trek back to the church.
On my walk I had a crazy intervention. I was deep in thought listening to Natasha Bedingfield on my ipod when the song "Happy" came on:
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends, got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy. . .
As soon as that chorus hit I couldn't stop the smile that was forming on my lips or the skip that joined my step. . . I look at the Toys-R-Us bag I'm holding - on it in small print staring back at me; "it's worth the journey". I look up and not a second later see a leaf on a tree in the perfect shape of a heart. Mmm He loves me and He's proud of me ♥ I look to my left and see a bird in the grass. A verse instantly comes to mind "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?" Matt 6:26
No sooner those words to run through my mind than I notice at the bus stop up ahead a group of 7 teenage girls. . .
What does all of this mean exactly?
Why am I stressing about life? I have SO MANY blessings to be thankful for - SO MANY good things to be happy about! No matter what I face in this journey called life I must know, above all, that it will be worth it! He is in love with ME and proud of ME just for being ME! Why worry about the future? Just like the bird. . . He will take care of my EVERY need! I must continue to walk forward. . . and those girls? That's why I'm here. . .
The rest of my walk home was beautiful. The flowers are out! N. Ireland is covered in yellow daffodils and dandelions! Such a cheerful color! Even with the grey clouds overhead - everything seemed bright! Cherry blossoms are starting to open up too - and those are my favorite.
I got home just in time for Junior Youth. Had about 8 kids - 2 first timers! And then The Loft Youth followed - a small crowd tonight. 19 youth - but we had a good craic! I played a baseball game with three of the guys (Lindsay & Stevie vs. Conor and me) We won 4-5! Ha so fun! Played just dance with Maggie, and Rachel showed me a rap she wrote which was AMAZING! Though tonight wasn't the normal Thursday, there was a different vibe and I enjoyed every minute spent. After the service though, thanks to all of my physical workouts today, I had a major headache. (Though nothing a couple of Motrin and a bowl of ice cream can't fix! - Feeling much better now!!!)
Tomorrow is Friday - usually the toughest day out of the week (definitely the longest) and Hannah is gonna make me run again - so I better call it a night!
God is good! Be blessed!
xxxx
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
A Cup of Millicano...
Wow not much to write about today!
Like literally I cant think of anything! It was a good day - just a long one. I worked in the office but not really on anything too extravagant. Uhh ate my basic meals - Breakfast. Lunch. Dinner . . .
Was really tired all day so I opted NOT to run (probably a bad idea). Had worship prac tonight with Abigail and Jacs. We actually played tonight for bible study (like we used to with Rachel . . . no more CD's or backing tracks!) It all flowed nicely - Jacs did an excellent job on the keys! Actually right before bible study Abigail and I each had a cup of Millicano Coffee (thanks to Luke who left it for us last night) That gave me the energy boost I needed! Bible study was good - Ken Wright spoke.
Afterwards Jacs and I were eating (not sure what but probably ice cream) and washing dishes while we played 12 questions. Haha dont think we actually kept count - but I did learn some really interesting facts about my lovely roommate :)
I am definitely excited for a day off tomorrow (well until youth) I am in desperate need of a lie in! However, it's late and I just realized that Survivor started again back in the States so I have 4 epis to catch up on! (Well actually 3 cause I just finished one) I wasn't planning on watching them all tonight but they split the teams boys vs girls (if I was on the show it would've been my worst nightmare!) and all of the contestants are pretty dominate people - agh its gonna be a good season I can tell . . . so against my better judgment I am gonna stay up and watch them! Hmmm think I'll just blame it on the Millicano!
Well hope you are all doing well back home! (Or wherever you are!)
Have a wonderful night!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Like literally I cant think of anything! It was a good day - just a long one. I worked in the office but not really on anything too extravagant. Uhh ate my basic meals - Breakfast. Lunch. Dinner . . .
Was really tired all day so I opted NOT to run (probably a bad idea). Had worship prac tonight with Abigail and Jacs. We actually played tonight for bible study (like we used to with Rachel . . . no more CD's or backing tracks!) It all flowed nicely - Jacs did an excellent job on the keys! Actually right before bible study Abigail and I each had a cup of Millicano Coffee (thanks to Luke who left it for us last night) That gave me the energy boost I needed! Bible study was good - Ken Wright spoke.
Afterwards Jacs and I were eating (not sure what but probably ice cream) and washing dishes while we played 12 questions. Haha dont think we actually kept count - but I did learn some really interesting facts about my lovely roommate :)
I am definitely excited for a day off tomorrow (well until youth) I am in desperate need of a lie in! However, it's late and I just realized that Survivor started again back in the States so I have 4 epis to catch up on! (Well actually 3 cause I just finished one) I wasn't planning on watching them all tonight but they split the teams boys vs girls (if I was on the show it would've been my worst nightmare!) and all of the contestants are pretty dominate people - agh its gonna be a good season I can tell . . . so against my better judgment I am gonna stay up and watch them! Hmmm think I'll just blame it on the Millicano!
Well hope you are all doing well back home! (Or wherever you are!)
Have a wonderful night!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan!!
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
1985...
What a wonderful day finished by a crazy-fun night with friends!
Worked in the office completing random tasks i had already begun. . . this includes the internship application - woohoo! Finally got that sucker finished!
Around lunch time I took a break (uhh for lunch) and noticed a big box sitting on a desk near my office. Luke (a guy who is doing work placement with us for the next few months) had just brought it down from the upstairs loft. In it were tons of t-shirts and sweatshirts with the words "CCN TV" on the back. Hannah came over and the two of us rummaged through the box taking several sweatshirts and t-shirts for ourselves. Each one was in its own package and either white, periwinkle blue, or light grey. The best thing about them is they looked and felt like they were from 1985! Softest t-shirts ever - as tho they have been worn and washed hundreds of times! (Now technically they couldn't possibly be that old because CCN wasn't formed until after 2000.) Still they totally made my day and I cant wait to wear one of them!
After work I went out for a quick run. I sprinted at the end up the last hill . . . something my friend Tarvoris always had me do (he trained me for the LA Marathon back in 2010). It was a difficult run but I got through it - constantly picturing the youth - my inspiration for running this year.
Ate dinner a bit later and practiced on tomorrows worship songs with Jackie until our friend Nathan showed up. We all hung out in the game room until Nathan decided to practice flipping. Thus moving our party to the sanctuary with the open floor plan . . . and beginning our gymnastics, break-dancing, working out, dance off party. Hahaha so much fun! Natasha and Luke came a few hours later and after a good chat in the kitchen filling up with caffeine (tea, coffee, coke) we were ready to continue our party. Played Nintendo and Wii for the rest of the night. Luke gave us more luke-isms than I have room to write! Haha but ultimately keeping the laughter going all night.
Just sent them off and now that's me off to bed while Jacs (who is still on a caffeine high) is washing dishes.
Ready for an amazing day tomorrow! I wonder what it holds!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan! ! !
Worked in the office completing random tasks i had already begun. . . this includes the internship application - woohoo! Finally got that sucker finished!
Around lunch time I took a break (uhh for lunch) and noticed a big box sitting on a desk near my office. Luke (a guy who is doing work placement with us for the next few months) had just brought it down from the upstairs loft. In it were tons of t-shirts and sweatshirts with the words "CCN TV" on the back. Hannah came over and the two of us rummaged through the box taking several sweatshirts and t-shirts for ourselves. Each one was in its own package and either white, periwinkle blue, or light grey. The best thing about them is they looked and felt like they were from 1985! Softest t-shirts ever - as tho they have been worn and washed hundreds of times! (Now technically they couldn't possibly be that old because CCN wasn't formed until after 2000.) Still they totally made my day and I cant wait to wear one of them!
After work I went out for a quick run. I sprinted at the end up the last hill . . . something my friend Tarvoris always had me do (he trained me for the LA Marathon back in 2010). It was a difficult run but I got through it - constantly picturing the youth - my inspiration for running this year.
Ate dinner a bit later and practiced on tomorrows worship songs with Jackie until our friend Nathan showed up. We all hung out in the game room until Nathan decided to practice flipping. Thus moving our party to the sanctuary with the open floor plan . . . and beginning our gymnastics, break-dancing, working out, dance off party. Hahaha so much fun! Natasha and Luke came a few hours later and after a good chat in the kitchen filling up with caffeine (tea, coffee, coke) we were ready to continue our party. Played Nintendo and Wii for the rest of the night. Luke gave us more luke-isms than I have room to write! Haha but ultimately keeping the laughter going all night.
Just sent them off and now that's me off to bed while Jacs (who is still on a caffeine high) is washing dishes.
Ready for an amazing day tomorrow! I wonder what it holds!
-J
ps Pray 4 Alan! ! !
Monday, March 12, 2012
p.s. Pray 4 Alan...
Hello again!
Yesterday’s quick recap: Church. Lunch w/ Allison, Jackie, and Sharon at the Clarion Hotel - Mmm! Naptime for Julie. Church again. Just Dance party with Jaclyn.
I must take a second and elaborate on the last one there. Thanks to Maggie who let us borrow her Wii game - Just Dance (the Michael Jackson version) it has taken over my life! So much fun and what a workout I have been getting! You basically copy the motion of the dancer on the screen and the better you do the higher score you receive. "Thriller" is by far my favorite and I only stopped last night due to the pain in my wrists. . . It's always nice to have nights of random fun.
Today we were off - Hooray!!! Slept in a little bit and then I took Jacs to see the Carrickfergus Castle! I hadn’t been there in about a year so it was exciting to go again. I definitely transported into several different films (Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean, Robin Hood, etc...) And even did some spontaneous re-enactments - much to the amusement of Jacs!
Yesterday’s quick recap: Church. Lunch w/ Allison, Jackie, and Sharon at the Clarion Hotel - Mmm! Naptime for Julie. Church again. Just Dance party with Jaclyn.
I must take a second and elaborate on the last one there. Thanks to Maggie who let us borrow her Wii game - Just Dance (the Michael Jackson version) it has taken over my life! So much fun and what a workout I have been getting! You basically copy the motion of the dancer on the screen and the better you do the higher score you receive. "Thriller" is by far my favorite and I only stopped last night due to the pain in my wrists. . . It's always nice to have nights of random fun.
Today we were off - Hooray!!! Slept in a little bit and then I took Jacs to see the Carrickfergus Castle! I hadn’t been there in about a year so it was exciting to go again. I definitely transported into several different films (Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Caribbean, Robin Hood, etc...) And even did some spontaneous re-enactments - much to the amusement of Jacs!
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| Entering the doorway to my adventure. . . |
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| Jacs serious pose . . . |
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| I was re-enacting here. . . looking for pirate ships with my gun ready |
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| My serious pose . . . sitting on a petrified rock chair |
Later on Hannah dropped us off at the Abbeycentre where we went on a long overdue shopping trip. (We had next to nothing left in the pantry/fridge. I had rice last night for dinner, a cup of coffee for breakfast, and potatoes for lunch) Now our kitchen is full of a delicious selection of dinners and munchies!
Spent the evening cleaning and watching TV as well as having a Skype date with my lil' sisters back home - Ray & Bek. A little over a month until I go home for a visit! Can’t wait!
Well tomorrow starts the beginning of another week. BRING IT ON!
-J
ps Please keep Alan in your prayers this week! He left this morning for work in Nigeria. There have been several kidnapping incidents in the past year of foreigners (some fatal). Proverbs 3:5-6 Trusting in the Lord to direct Alan! Pray for his safety and also for a peace of mind for him and his family. God is in control!
Saturday, March 10, 2012
The Red Umbrella...
Happy Saturday everyone! What a fun-filled and uplifting day I had! Went out to Adopt-A-Block this morning and it seemed as if the excitement from last nights outreach carried into this morning! A group of 10 volunteers headed down Shore Road on the lookout for litter. I was teamed up with the one and only Abigail who was a burst of sunshine! Always passionate and energetic and today was no different! She is such a joy to be around <3As we were walking down the road - one of our volunteers, Michael, said to me that on his walk down to the church, where we all meet up, he had stopped to bring the red umbrella closer to the pathway so I could be rid of it once and for all . . .
He made my day right there. . .
The story of the Red Umbrella: When you are picking up litter, no matter the location, it begins to mess with your mind. Especially when you are collecting it for long periods of time. If you see something off in the distance you cant just skip it . . . oh you can try but eventually you will have to turn around and go back for it. It's really tricky when you come to a spot so full of litter that you know you'll have to leave some of it. What do you do? You pick up the largest pieces as well as the most colorful, say a quick prayer of forgiveness for leaving the rest . . . and continue on your journey. What does all of this have to do with a red umbrella? Well, on our first day of Adopt-A-Block (the 27th of August to be exact) we passed a large bush full of thorns. In this bush were several visible umbrellas just out of reach. One in particular standing out above the rest - a bright fire engine red one.
I have been out to Adopt-A-Block 23 times since then and for the past 6 months I have been taunted by this dang umbrella just out of reach in the thorn bushes! But thanks to Michael I have now been able to trash this major piece of litter and be rid of it! WOOHOO! Also, Jacs, (who happens to be alot taller than the rest of us) was able to lean over the railing and grab the other three umbrellas!! Dream Team: 4 Umbrellas: 0Once we finally reached our site, Emma, Abs, Jackie, and I all headed over to see Mr. McCrae. He was watching Britain's Who Wants to be a Millionaire? It was alot of fun trying to guess the correct answers with him while he ate his lunch. I got one question right! Awk I felt so smart! (It had something to do with Tina Turner who I recently had wikipedia-ed) After we left Mr. McCrae's we headed over to visit with Vera and fam. Finally ending up at the neighborhood park where a group of kids were playing. Abs got on the swings with them while i set up a football (soccer) match for next Saturday. "It's on!" one of the 8-year old boys shouted full of excitement for next weeks game. Haha oh how I can't wait :)
We got home around 1pm and had a few hours to blow before the crew got together so Jacs opted to relax and shower and tidy up while I set up the Wii and got Just Dance - Michael Jackson Version up and running. Haha only got a couple dances in there before Natasha arrived (came a couple hours earlier) so I shall have to continue where I left off tomorrow!
What a wonderful time we had tonight with the crew plus one! (Stephen joined us tonight) The Luke-isms as we so fondly call them now continued and new inside jokes were created. We headed out to Blue Chicago for dinner and then back to the Agnew house for coffee, TV, and a movie. Haha didn't get into the movie too much (F&F 4 - Tokyo Drift) but Natasha, Luke, and I had alot of fun playing on my new favorite app Draw Something. (Thank you Emily for introducing me to this). All in all the evening was grand! Loads of banter, lots of laughs, and new memories <3 Gotta love a night out with friends :)
Heading to bed now. . . ready for church in the morning!
Sweet Dreams!
-J
Friday, March 9, 2012
Goodbye Blonde...
What crazy - busy yet incredible past few days I have had! Wednesday I worked in the office all day. And also ran some errands in Whiteabbey (getting stuff for youth). Had prayer and bible study that night - Linda spoke on "encouragement" - AMAZING WORD! I really needed to hear it!
Yesterday I got to sleep in! Woohoo! And then I went into town to look at a potential building for the Belfast Dream Centre. I didn't get the initial feeling of "this is the building" but I didn't get the reverse either "this is NOT the building" So I shall leave it up to God to decide which building He is going to give us. After I got home I relaxed until The Gap Club. We had quite a few youngsters come out again for that! Talked about "friendship". The Loft Youth immediately followed - and what I night we had! Hung out with all the teens . . . also got to have another chat with Rachel - Love her to bits! At one point Emma and some of the other girls and I polished our nails. I guess the boys were feeling left out so several came asking if we could paint their nails too! Oh my word! Hilarious!
Alan brought another anointed message on "letting go of your past" and by the end 11 teens had rededicated their lives to Christ! Can I get an AMEN!?!
Today was brilliant! Worked with Alan most of the day - getting everything completed for our Dream Centre Information Evening (24th March). Alan leaves on Monday for Nigeria so we had to be done with everything today. I got a TON accomplished which makes me feel SO GOOD! I love to cross things off my list!
Tonight we had Street Reach and what a night it was! It seriously was really really good! Such excitement hung in the air! Loads of people were out and I got to see most of my youth. All in fact except Jamie-Lee who is currently grounded and Malichy who is currently banned from town.
I'm ready for next week! Miss them already!
SOME OF THE REGULARS:
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| Beth & Daniel |
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| Gemma & Stevie |
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| Jack, K, & Erin |
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| Jade & Jacs being goofy |
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| Oonagh |
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| Shane getting his hot chocolate |
Finished my night on a high note. . . Needed a change and dying my hair was less painful and less permanent than a tattoo soooooooooooooooooo hello auburn. . .
Can't wait for tomorrow! I have Adopt-A-Block in the morning and hanging out with the crew after!
-J
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
13 Things I Miss. . .
Hey!
Hope everything is well in the States! Missing a few random things at the moment (aside from family and friends that is) . . . here are the first 13 that come to mind in no particular order:
1. Sunshine and Warm Weather
2. Papa John's Pizza (w/ garlic dipping sauce)
3. Kolachis
4. Chick-Fil-A
5. Queso
6. A Multi-Cultured Population
7. Walmart
8. ESPN & American Sports
9. Lucky Charms, Life, & Froot Loops
10. Card Games (and board games)
11. Seeing the American and Texan flags blowing in the wind
12. Homemade Pancakes
13. Pick-up Trucks
Today has been extra good. Really trying my hardest to keep my focus on eternal things which helps with having a positive perspective.
Worked in the office on all kinds of things today. I also did some recording for our upcoming tv program - Dr Cecil Stewart's Deciding Your Destiny. I do the introduction to the sermons and then the close out at the end - would be alot easier if I wasn't so camera shy! Haha I finally have to take a deep breath and suck it up after the hundredth odd take. . . I told Alan that maybe one day it'll come naturally - we'll see. Not sure when it airs or what US station it's on - but I'll post that later once I know. Would love for you all to hear Dr Stewart - he is an amazing speaker full of incredible wisdom.
Around 3:30 Alan dropped Jacs and I off in Belfast. We went to change Jacs $ to £ and then to the bank to deposit it all. I was definitely on the lookout for anyone suspicious as we walked from the travel agency to the bank. Felt like a secret undercover agent or something! It was brill!
Jacs and I met up with Rachel Adair and headed over to the nearby cinema. £3 Tuesdays! Woohoo! (Makes me think of my friend Rebekah - in high school Tuesday nights were our movie nights - MISS HER!) We went and saw This Means War with Reese Witherspoon - Really enjoyed it.
SIDE NOTE: Reese Witherspoon is one of the 5 actresses I have been told I resemble. . . weird cause I don't really see it. But I think she is lovely so I take it as a compliment. What is crazy is I have been told by multiple people (friends and strangers) that I resemble these different women. Hmmmm
1. Reese Witherspoon
2. Bethany Joy Lenz
3/4. Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen
5. Kimberly Elise (our eyes they say?)
After the movie we went to Tescos to get some groceries with ice cream being number one on the list! Been way to long since we had some! I must say we each had a bowl tonight and it never tasted so good!!!
Spent my evening watching tv on the laptop and skyping one of my best friends - Sandy!!! LOVE HER! Been about a month since we last talked . . . too long!
Well it's time for me to head to bed! Busy work day tomorrow!
Sweet Dreams!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
-J
ps The rain just started and since I do currently have a roof window (would that be a sun roof or is that just what it's called on cars? Hmmm maybe a skylight?) anyways since I have one of those it makes the rain amplified a bit. . . I shall be sleeping with earplugs in tonight :)
MY LOOKALIKES???
Hope everything is well in the States! Missing a few random things at the moment (aside from family and friends that is) . . . here are the first 13 that come to mind in no particular order:
1. Sunshine and Warm Weather
2. Papa John's Pizza (w/ garlic dipping sauce)
3. Kolachis
4. Chick-Fil-A
5. Queso
6. A Multi-Cultured Population
7. Walmart
8. ESPN & American Sports
9. Lucky Charms, Life, & Froot Loops
10. Card Games (and board games)
11. Seeing the American and Texan flags blowing in the wind
12. Homemade Pancakes
13. Pick-up Trucks
Today has been extra good. Really trying my hardest to keep my focus on eternal things which helps with having a positive perspective.
Worked in the office on all kinds of things today. I also did some recording for our upcoming tv program - Dr Cecil Stewart's Deciding Your Destiny. I do the introduction to the sermons and then the close out at the end - would be alot easier if I wasn't so camera shy! Haha I finally have to take a deep breath and suck it up after the hundredth odd take. . . I told Alan that maybe one day it'll come naturally - we'll see. Not sure when it airs or what US station it's on - but I'll post that later once I know. Would love for you all to hear Dr Stewart - he is an amazing speaker full of incredible wisdom.
Around 3:30 Alan dropped Jacs and I off in Belfast. We went to change Jacs $ to £ and then to the bank to deposit it all. I was definitely on the lookout for anyone suspicious as we walked from the travel agency to the bank. Felt like a secret undercover agent or something! It was brill!
Jacs and I met up with Rachel Adair and headed over to the nearby cinema. £3 Tuesdays! Woohoo! (Makes me think of my friend Rebekah - in high school Tuesday nights were our movie nights - MISS HER!) We went and saw This Means War with Reese Witherspoon - Really enjoyed it.
SIDE NOTE: Reese Witherspoon is one of the 5 actresses I have been told I resemble. . . weird cause I don't really see it. But I think she is lovely so I take it as a compliment. What is crazy is I have been told by multiple people (friends and strangers) that I resemble these different women. Hmmmm
1. Reese Witherspoon
2. Bethany Joy Lenz
3/4. Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen
5. Kimberly Elise (our eyes they say?)
After the movie we went to Tescos to get some groceries with ice cream being number one on the list! Been way to long since we had some! I must say we each had a bowl tonight and it never tasted so good!!!
Spent my evening watching tv on the laptop and skyping one of my best friends - Sandy!!! LOVE HER! Been about a month since we last talked . . . too long!
Well it's time for me to head to bed! Busy work day tomorrow!
Sweet Dreams!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
-J
ps The rain just started and since I do currently have a roof window (would that be a sun roof or is that just what it's called on cars? Hmmm maybe a skylight?) anyways since I have one of those it makes the rain amplified a bit. . . I shall be sleeping with earplugs in tonight :)
MY LOOKALIKES???
Monday, March 5, 2012
My Day of Rest...
Well, aside from getting breakfast this morning with Nathan and Jaclyn at the Cosy Chair, and lunch with Alan at Subway, I never left the church. Had a small thought early this morning that I might go running and another to go and walk along lough shore - but neither came to pass today. I was very much content with having a day in.
I did tidy my room which was definitely needed. And I also spent the day with my sisters thanks to Skype. (Well the two older ones, Mel and Em) I cleaned my room and did my nails and researched some things online while we chatted and caught up on each others lives. Couldn't ask for a more enjoyable and refreshing day than that. I got a wee phone call in with my Mom and twin sisters as well.
Watched the most recent episode of Once Upon A Time - which, thanks to my love for Disney and Lost, I quite thoroughly enjoyed. Spent the last hour on picnik.com editing random pictures - my newest passion thanks to Rebecca for showing me the site!
I also wrote a poem for LacyJo - one of my youth girls. Haha she asked me to write her one and even tho I used to write poems almost weekly as a kid I had a hard time with it tonight . . . so that took up some time too. Hmmm I wonder where my childhood book of poems is. I will have to look for that when I get back to the States.
Well that's me done for the day. Still working on getting to bed at a decent time. Have alot of running to catch up on this week. Feel it might be a busy week at work too.
Staying positive :)
Sweet Dreams All!
-J
I did tidy my room which was definitely needed. And I also spent the day with my sisters thanks to Skype. (Well the two older ones, Mel and Em) I cleaned my room and did my nails and researched some things online while we chatted and caught up on each others lives. Couldn't ask for a more enjoyable and refreshing day than that. I got a wee phone call in with my Mom and twin sisters as well.
Watched the most recent episode of Once Upon A Time - which, thanks to my love for Disney and Lost, I quite thoroughly enjoyed. Spent the last hour on picnik.com editing random pictures - my newest passion thanks to Rebecca for showing me the site!
I also wrote a poem for LacyJo - one of my youth girls. Haha she asked me to write her one and even tho I used to write poems almost weekly as a kid I had a hard time with it tonight . . . so that took up some time too. Hmmm I wonder where my childhood book of poems is. I will have to look for that when I get back to the States.
Well that's me done for the day. Still working on getting to bed at a decent time. Have alot of running to catch up on this week. Feel it might be a busy week at work too.
Staying positive :)
Sweet Dreams All!
-J
Sunday, March 4, 2012
The Sword...
A long day - but a wonderful day. God is good.
Church in the morning. Pastor Cecil spoke on overcoming anxiety. Really really good! After, Jaclyn, Abigail, and I went over to Sue's house for lunch (Allison was there too). Wow I have definitely missed her cooking! I ate almost more than my belly could hold!
Sue then took us all to Crawfordsburn Park. The sun was out and though cold it was quite a lovely day. Alli didn't last long - she was a bit tired from all the walking. . . but the rest of us went for a nice walk along the shore. Abigail and I stopped every 5 seconds to take pictures - hahaha we had a blast!! Here are some of the shots I got. . .
After walking for about half an hour we decided to head back to the car. And not a moment too soon! Off in the distance we could see the greyest fullest clouds coming towards us along with some heavy rain it looked like!
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Church in the morning. Pastor Cecil spoke on overcoming anxiety. Really really good! After, Jaclyn, Abigail, and I went over to Sue's house for lunch (Allison was there too). Wow I have definitely missed her cooking! I ate almost more than my belly could hold!
Sue then took us all to Crawfordsburn Park. The sun was out and though cold it was quite a lovely day. Alli didn't last long - she was a bit tired from all the walking. . . but the rest of us went for a nice walk along the shore. Abigail and I stopped every 5 seconds to take pictures - hahaha we had a blast!! Here are some of the shots I got. . .
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| Sue & Jaclyn walking ahead |
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| YAY FOR SHADOWS. . . YAY FOR SUNSHINE! |
After walking for about half an hour we decided to head back to the car. And not a moment too soon! Off in the distance we could see the greyest fullest clouds coming towards us along with some heavy rain it looked like!
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| Dark clouds coming in fast! |
We literally made it to the car JUST IN TIME! Decided to stop for some tea and coffee at a nearby hotel (same place where I had my first taste of duck a couple months ago) After our warming up drinks we stopped to look at the wedding showcase that was also going on in the hotel. One day Julie. . . one day <3
The night service was good. I actually spoke (Pastor Henry rang me around 2.30 asking if I would speak! Nothing like short notice!) I spoke on the spiritual battle we are all fighting in and on the armor of God -focusing on the sword of the Spirit. God really has been speaking to me alot on all of this the past few weeks. We can wear all of the armor but only the sword which is scripture (aka the Word of God) can actually "kill" our enemies! Just like in a physical battle. . . the armor only protects you for so long, you must have a weapon to fight with! We, as Christians, MUST use the Word of God to eliminate the evil one!
I had another good conversation with Rachel tonight. Really blessed with how encouraging she is.
Excited for what God has in store for this next week! BIG THINGS!
-J
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